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just yesterday.

lady0fdarkness — Thu, 12 Aug 2010 23:06:26 +0000

my baby brother came home from the hospital all bundled up in a blue blanket.

the minute I laid eyes on him, I knew I was going to love him forever. Now he’s a young man all grown up, doing things I could only imagine. He is living his dreams and working hard to succeed in life. I am one proud big sister.

[photo taken by stephanie love from stephvazphotography]

My baby brother with his long beautiful hair. He is compassionate and kind; no wonder he is so loved.

star light, star bright.

lady0fdarkness — Thu, 12 Aug 2010 06:17:11 +0000

first star, I see tonight…

I am a stargazer. The Perseid meteor showers are happening right now, peaking between Wed. and Thursday nights. It couldn’t come at a better time for me. So much happened since my last update. My heart was filled with worry and sorrows, but the stars are like my guiding light telling me that everything will be okay.

I was suppose to be on our family vacation in Wisconsin, Chicago, and Georgia right now since Aug. 1, but something horrible happened that stopped us from going. My daughter fell and sustained a closed head injury that caused her to have a small epidural hematoma. It is a bleeding between her skull and her brain. I was very bless and fortunate that it was a small case and did not required surgery. God was watching over her and saved her….. and me from great pain.

I am a true believer of “things happen for a reason,”therefore, I won’t dwell on the change of plans too much. I however felt the greatest pain a mother could ever feel—watching my baby lay in that hospital bed was not easy. It was like my heart was ripped out of my chest. If I could take her place.. if I could turn back time before her fall, I would do everything and anything possible just so she wasn’t the one laying in that hospital bed.

The doctor cleared her and told me she will be okay. Though everyone encouraged us to just go on our vacation, I decided against it.My baby’s head was on the line……… something was trying to stop us from taking that long 21 hour car ride to Wisconsin. I wasn’t going to risk her life, hauling her in a car for 21 hours and I wasn’t going to ignore the reason why this happened. It happened for a reason and though it was painful, I can live with it.

My baby girl is doing just fine. She saw the doctor last Wednesday and says she will heal nicely.

THANK YOU GOD…..

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2010/08/100811193149.htm

proud to be an american!

lady0fdarkness — Fri, 02 Jul 2010 20:22:28 +0000

I am Lao and was born in Laos during the chaotic secret war. Though I am far away from my birth country and have never seen it, I am very proud of Laos. Whether Laos is ruled by communists or a King, its culture and rich history will forever prosper. I am who I am today because I was born in Laos.

Today, I live in one of the most powerful and rich countries of the world. I live in America and I am very proud to be an American! I am very grateful for this country and all of its opportunities. I am happy to call America my home. Here is to independence and freedom!

beautiful red roses for mommy

lady0fdarkness — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 19:42:17 +0000

while pruning the roses with her daddy, my baby girl picked out the red roses and brought them to me.

“Here Mommy, this is for you!” I thought it was so precious because her cheeks were as red and rosy like the roses she gave me. They look beautiful on my desk! Thank you baby!

happy father’s day to my two dads….

lady0fdarkness — Sun, 20 Jun 2010 18:32:51 +0000

Happy father’s day to my father who gave me life. Without you, I wouldn’t be here at all. Though I never met you, I love you already. You gave up your life to save me and my mother and my siblings. Your memory and legacy will live on through us forever. Rest In Peace Daddy…

Happy father’s day to my dad who is here in flesh and blood. You were there for me and my Mom when no one else was. You’re the reason why I was never without a father even though my real father passed away a long time ago. Thanks for everything you did for me. You are the perfect dad. I’m so happy that Mom picked you.

oil and water should never mix!!

lady0fdarkness — Sat, 19 Jun 2010 06:53:36 +0000

this is just so sad… how can they let something like this happen, especially now when technology is so advanced? the beautiful gulf coast shore, waters, and animals are destroyed. I don’t even want to know what will happen during this hurricane season. The saddest part is that the oil companies who are responsible for this are still profiting from oil! THIS IS VERY FUCKING SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PRESIDENT OBAMA, THERE NEEDS TO BE MAJOR FUNDING TO CLEAN UP THIS OILY MESS! THIS SHOULD BE YOUR TOP PRIORITY RIGHT NOW!

poor babies….

lady0fdarkness — Sat, 12 Jun 2010 01:41:23 +0000

There was a bird that sat on her egg nests for weeks on my porch. And then sadly, I didn’t see her for a few days. I waited for her return so that she can take care of her eggs, but she never came back. I wonder what happened to her. Her eggs did not hatch without her. So after waiting 3 weeks, we buried the eggs for the poor bird.

the garden of love is back!!!!

lady0fdarkness — Tue, 08 Jun 2010 04:16:52 +0000

weeds and the freeze killed my garden. But with a little love, care, roses, mulch, water, and dirt, the garden of love is making a comeback!!!!! It’s beautiful than ever. Thank you baby, Mommy, and darling for fixing up my garden!!

another golden girl gone…..

lady0fdarkness — Thu, 03 Jun 2010 20:56:21 +0000

I will miss my golden girls.

Rue McClanahan dies at 76 years old today. Gosh I feel so sad. These ladies left a legacy of laughter and grace. I love my golden girls!!!!! I will keep watching them even when they are resting peacefully.